Since February 16

February 16. it was a good day until it caused a long-lasting sadness to me :( I don't want to be so melodramatic but this is too hard for me to handle.

actually, I don't really know why I feel this way. I want to tell somebody about it but I just don't know how and whom to tell. screw this, screw that. I just HATE it. oh gosh, please please please give me something good, something that can lift my mood up.